Steph-A-Bear

This is Me; Stephanie. It’s finally come to the point where it’s my own blog. My last blog. Making this blog/website was pretty exciting for me because it actually had a meaning. All of my blog posts we’re different and had a different story. This will prob be my longest post considering I have a lot to say. Honestly I don’t like taking pictures so i’m just going to use pictures that I already have, and they’re all with my girlfriend. If you have trouble telling who is who considering we’re both Stephanie then either read my last blog post or read my about page. Anyways this is how I came out :)) And I guess I don’t really need to use quotes because well i’m talking to you right now.

I’m going to talk about how I came out to my family. I first came out to my cousins step daughter because her and I basically grew up together. I remember she was doing my makeup and I was tried of holding it in so I literally just said it. And thankfully, she accepted me for who I was although she didn’t believe me at first. The next person I came out to was my older brother Robert on his birthday. My brother and I have a really close relationship and I think it’s because he’s gay too. When I saw him he started to cry because i’m his little sister who had the courage to come out at 15 when he came out at 19. He took it so well which made me feel so loved. When it came to my mom she already knew and my sister found out because I was wearing a rainbow bracelet that I have.

Honestly when it had came to my sister I kinda felt really upset and sad because she made me feel a little bit poopy and she really just looked at me as if I was crazy and I was too young to really know what I want. It’s been a while since then and I think she’s just finally accepted me for who I am which i’m very thankful for. But here is for what makes me happy.

Not very many things make me happy. But here’s for the very few things that do. My girlfriend makes me very happy for one, my cats makes me happy and so does music. Ummm oh and Disney movies do too, like Monsters inc and Pinocchio. Disneyland also makes me happy because it’s a place where I can really feel like im 10 again. My girlfriend makes me happy in the sense that whenever i’m with her we can always laugh at the most random things in the world, i’m just really happy with her regardless of how much of a pain she is, regardless of all of the negatives we seem to be going through. Being able to solve and pass it makes me feel good about our relationship. I honestly don’t wanna go into detail with the others because my girlfriend will always be my #1 ❤

I know I probably talk about my girlfriend a lot but honestly I don’t care. She is a big part of my life and she means the world to me. And on top of that this is my blog not yours.. Anyways there’s times where i’m with her and it doesn’t even feel like we’re dating she really just feels like my bestfriend. And lastly; this is what I love about myself.

I won’t lie. (i’m gonna talk about my gf again) Anyways like I was saying, before her and I started dating I hated my body and I hated how I looked and I honestly just hated myself for who I was and I would question myself. But she has made me change my look on that and now I love myself for who I am and my body for how it is. I love my eyebrows.. only when they’re done. I love my personality and the way I look at life. I love that I have an artistic mind and I can look behind the 5 fingers 🙂 I also love that I have a very caring heart although sometimes I can be very rude and mean. Deep down i’m very caring and lovable, i’m sure there is more but this is just on the top of my head.

I hope you enjoyed this post about myself !

This is Stephanie Fonseca.

 

 

 

My One & Only

This is Stephanie. She is my lesbo bestfriend. I met her my freshman year in high school in math class; and she happens to also be my girlfriend. Although I know everything about her and we basically have minds all of the time, I want her to answer because… I don’t wanna say something and then be wrong. Stephanie and I have been dating for almost 7 months and through out that time I’ve grown with her as a person. And this is her view of coming out 🙂

“I’ve come out to all of my friends, but I’ll talk about how I came out to my lil group in particular. The first person I came out to was a girl i’m no longer friends with. She knew before I had to say anything, she took it well and was super happy for me. After I told her, I decided to hint to all of my friends about me being a lesbian. Eventually they all found out; I spoke to them all about it. They were also happy for me. They all gave me hugs and told me they accepted me for who I was. It made me super happy, ever since I told them it made our friendship stronger I guess. Since they knew I was a lesbian, I would talk about this one girl in particular all the time. She’s now my girlfriend and we’ve been dating for almost seven months. Oh, they also would call me their lesbian princess which was pretty neat.”

First of all I know you’re going to read this because you’re my biggest fan and you read all my blogs so I just wanna let you know that I should be the only one calling you a princess.. kidding. Or am I? ANYWAYSSSSS I really love this girl and this is honestly going to be my favorite blog because she’s my favorite person. I don’t want to talk much because I want whoever may be reading this to read what she has to say. My girlfriends happiness means a lot to me and it’s my job to keep her happy, so this is what makes her happy (me, its me guys.. me).

“What makes me happy are animals, makeup, and my girlfriend. I really like cats in particular. I enjoy petting their fuzzy furs and playing with them.. even though their scratches hurt. Make up is what makes me the most happiest, along with my girlfriend, but makeup is one of the ways I can be happy. I enjoy painting my face, it’s my war paint. I saved the best part for last, my girlfriend makes me the happiest. I know you can’t depend happiness on someone, but I can’t help it. She brings me a lot of joy into my life. She’s the biggest star in my sky. I love being with her and laughing about stupid shit.”

Okay HONESTLY TRULY when she sent me the responses I only skimmed through them and now that i’m actually reading them as I type it, she’s literally the cutest. I love her so much even if she’s a pain in the butt. Like I said I don’t really want to talk much and i’m glad to read this part because I want her to be able to love herself just like she’s taught me how.

“What I love about myself is that I don’t give a fuck about what anyone has to say about me. I love that I can love my body and not body shame myself. I love that I don’t care about anyone’s opinion about me because it means nothing to me. I love how I do my makeup, I don’t care if I looked caked up or if I have  no makeup. I look good either way. I love how I might be a tough cookie, but i’m actually a sweet person..(sometimes) I love that I love myself and I don’t let anyone bring me down. DUDE IDK I JUST LOVE ME SO MUCH IDC”

THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY becaussseee like she’s my girlfriend. She’s my rock. My one & only. I love that she can love and appreciate herself for who she is. But honestly no offense she’s only sweet with me and you really won’t find her being nice to others. And it’s okay because that’s just her personality and you shouldn’t take it personal :)) Anyways I was really happy to finally do this blog and i’m glad she was in it. This blog will always have a special place in my heart ❤

This is Stephanie Rodriguez V.

 

t0ri b0ri

This is Victoria. But everyone calls her Tori for short. I’ve known Tori since my freshman year of High School. Through out Jr High I knew who she was and I had seen her around but we never talked until High School because of the MAD Academy. The MAD Academy has brought a lot of people close and together considering last year I had basically all of my classes with her just as I have now.

All of the times I have talked to Tori she is those types of persons who is very outgoing. She’s the type of girl who is very easy to talk to and you can just have a good time around her because of how sweet and funny she is. Asking her if she was willing to be in my blog she was so laid back about it and she was willing to do it. She didn’t even care she was all about it which was great. Her responses to my questions we’re so sweet too. Here is Tori on what makes her happy 🙂 ps. I also decided to use pictures of her and her boyfriend because hes a big part of her life.

“What makes me happy is having fun. Joking around with my friends and family, being with my boyfriend and making him laugh historically is the best in my eyes. I love making others laugh and smile whenever I say something that just happens to brighten up their day. It makes me happy to see them enjoy my presence.”

I thought that this was really cute because. I am always really happy being able to make my girlfriend laugh or even see her happy in general. So its always nice when you’re able to relate with someone in your class or even just somebody in general. I also love being able to make people laugh because it also makes me feel like that person or the group of people like to have me around. It makes me feel like am the type of person you enjoy to be around. Although a lot of the times i’m pretty quiet. Here is Tori on what she loves about herself.

“I love that throughout the years I’ve become more confident with myself and more outgoing with people. I love how I care for others and only see the good in them. I would really like to thank my mom for making me feel good about myself and being one of the reasons I’ve turned into a better person.”

Honestly, mom’s are a great mobile support. Especially when they always have great advice for you and if you have a great relationship with your mom. I personally only have my mother in my life so having a single parent really means that all I really have is my mom and my two older siblings. I was lucky enough to actually have a good relationship with all three of them. Anyways, I was glad to be able to put Tori in my blog and I hope you were able to learn a little something about her!

This is Victoria (Tori) Badillo.